A Remembrance
On the morning of Tuesday, May 19, 2026,
I was listening to NPR. Reporter Steve Futterman announced that Mark Fuhrman
had died. Fuhrman was a media anti-hero during the trial of O.J. Simpson. LAPD
Detective Fuhrman found a bloody glove at the crime scene. Simpson's defense
attorneys sought to render Fuhrman's testimony unreliable. They accused Fuhrman
of being a bad cop, a racist, who planted fake evidence because he hated black
people. To prove their point, they produced audiotape of Fuhrman using the N-word.
NPR's report of Fuhrman's death reduced Fuhrman's entire life to these bare
facts. Fuhrman was an alleged bad cop, a white supremacist, who allegedly
"planted" the bloody glove to frame an innocent black man of the
stabbing murder of his white ex-wife, Nicole Brown, and her friend, Ronald
Goldman.
On October 3, 1995, I was shopping in a
hippie store in Bloomington, Indiana. An announcement came over the intercom.
O.J. Simpson had been found not guilty. A thin, very pretty, very well dressed
white girl, maybe twenty or so years old, jumped up, clapped her hands, and
began hugging shoppers and dancing around the store. She was celebrating the
verdict. I was astounded. O. J. Simpson had a documented history of beating Nicole
Brown. There were photos of her bruised face. There was a chilling 911 call of Nicole
crying and begging for help and O.J. screaming and threatening her. Evidence
suggested that he stabbed her to death, possibly because she was in the company
of Goldman, a handsome young man. This college-town white girl was dancing
around a hippie store to celebrate Simpson's exoneration. What I understood as
feminism had utterly failed, at least in the mind of that white girl. A very
different ideology had parasitized her brain.
In 1997, Mark Fuhrman made the rounds of
talk shows. He appeared with Larry King and Oprah Winfrey. As a grad student, I
had to focus on my own work. I thought of myself as a committed leftist and I
had no inkling that that would ever change. But something really bugged me
about that dancing white girl. Something really bugged me about how we were
treating Mark Fuhrman. By "we" I mean Americans, my friends, my
fellow grad students, and popular culture figures and mass media. I felt like I
was in the middle of a cognitive traffic jam. Of course white supremacy was
bad. No argument. Of course the N-word was offensive. Of course, as a leftist
feminist, I found it easy to make ugly comments about police officers, about
macho masculinity, and about former Marines like Fuhrman. Fuhrman was a virtual
poster boy for the white male power figure we all assumed was our ultimate
enemy. So far, so clear.
And yet. And yet.
I remember the day I sat down at a
campus computer – computers were expensive in those grad school days and I
didn't own my own computer – and typed up the essay, below.
With every word, I was thinking of cherished
friends who were participating in the national show trial of Fuhrman. I was
thinking of how my words violated our unspoken social contract. We applauded
each other for being righteous, and we never questioned the approved narrative.
If we did, we would accuse ourselves of the crimes of racism or sexism or
merely wrong think, and we would be cast out.
And yet I was thinking things I
shouldn't be thinking, feeling discomfort, even outrage, I shouldn't be
feeling. I felt compelled to write the essay, below, partly to clarify to
myself why the treatment of Fuhrman bugged me so much. I had to struggle for
words, because none of my friends and no mainstream media were saying anything
like this. I had to struggle for words because I didn't want to lose friends or
paint a target on myself.
I finished the essay and sent it off to
potential publishers. I never found a publisher and the essay has been sitting
in my files ever since. I reread it today, the day that Fuhrman's death has
been announced.
Since I wrote this, the prediction I
made in the final sentences has come true. There have been many show trials,
many narratives that one dare not question, at the risk of losing friends and
accusing oneself. In 2013, Justine Sacco made an unfunny and harmless attempt
at humor on Twitter. She made a clumsy comment about AIDS and Africa. Within
hours, the tweet went viral, and Sacco was hated, and threatened, around the
world. People rushed to hate Sacco. Hating Sacco somehow was a righteous thing
to do.
These internet show trials have happened
to many others. There's nothing righteous about them. They don't help anyone.
Hating Mark Fuhrman or Justine Sacco did nothing to help black people.
Below is my 1997 essay about Mark
Fuhrman.
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We knew everything we needed to know about Mark Fuhrman. Even those of us too pure, too intellectual, to follow the trial knew that Mark Fuhrman was not a man. Like a fairy tale ogre, he was our bête noir personified, without individuality or motivation. He was racist, if not racism itself. David Letterman joked about racism using the name as shorthand; a reporter equated him with Hitler. Forces usually in opposition, like the iconoclast Bill Maher and conservative pundits, were united in their vilification of Mark Fuhrman.
All you had to say was "Mark
Fuhrman," and you were using the trendiest, most economical vocabulary
available to convey the evil of racism. Lange and Vannatter made the LAPD look
squeaky clean, Clinton displayed sensitivity to the needs of African Americans,
columnists took on the authority of clergy, all by isolating and ritualistically
denouncing Mark Fuhrman.
Did we interrogate the private lives,
the public actions, the secret thoughts of these politicians, columnists,
comics? Did we dig up their unfinished novels, dream diaries, office e-mails,
and expose them publicly in a search for sin? Did we ask if they have ever gone
the extra mile for a member of another race? Did we ask that of ourselves?
No. America drew a border around racism;
it was embodied in Mark Fuhrman. No matter how bad we were, we were at least
not him. As long as we were not him,
we could enjoy a temporary respite from our racial agony. Isolating, trying,
and condemning Mark Fuhrman provided catharsis. That's the whole point of
having a scapegoat.
After two years of silence, Mark
Fuhrman, the man, has recently been making the talk show circuit. We had reason
to expect a shallow racist who would continue to entertain us and provide us
with the opportunity to feel relatively righteous. After all, as the press has
been reminding us, where has he been hiding out but Idaho, that white supremacist enclave? Why else would anyone leave
the coasts? Either for the siren song of supremacy, or potatoes.
Our favorite fairy tale ogre has not
materialized. This Mark Fuhrman was able to complete whole sentences and use
words appropriately. As he spoke, traces of humor, pain, and hope quivered over
his face. Fuhrman wasn't only simply human, although that was enough to be
rattling. He apologized for his actions while disavowing racist action or
sentiment. He talked of his complex relationships with African Americans
throughout his professional and personal life. He revealed: he is not the Beast
we so wanted him to be. Now we ask ourselves, what made this man so easy to
demonize?
Fuhrman is obviously male in a
traditional sense. He has short hair; he wore a suit and tie; he sat erect. He
appeared physically fit. He spoke courteously but with decision; he spoke
standard English; he apologized but did not plead for mercy. He revealed
accomplishment and intelligence, perhaps the source of what looked like
arrogance but what might be simple self confidence. His former occupation --
police detective -- is a traditionally male one involving weapons, crime, and power.
And he's white.
However Fuhrman may classify himself, as
a good cop, a once poor kid without a father who took on adult duties at a very
young age, an artist, a felon, we classify him as a white male. In a woman or a
person of color, the kind of dignity and sang-froid that Fuhrman displayed
would be admirable. In him, it is read not as self-mastery but as a tool for
the oppression of others. No less than for Willie Horton, Fuhrman's public
assessment suffers for the genre our fears and current politics place him in.
Fuhrman may be the only major figure in
the Simpson Drama who has not had a
crying scene. Were Fuhrman to produce one, to reveal a temporary lack of
mastery, we could embrace him. Public weeping would violate the taboos of his
exotic tribe of martial white males, and demonstrate surrender to our more
civilized mores.
Race is not the only divide in America. Class
is another. Fuhrman did the kind of work it takes a body to get done. And we
know those guys need the thinkers to keep them in line. The problem is, action
risks; actions can be seen; actions can be judged. As Fuhrman himself has
pointed out, he spent his career working with and, he says, protecting African
Americans. The assassination of his character was the gambit of wordsmiths,
whose actions may or may not mirror their avowed and popular politics. Not
risking action and material consequence makes it easier to appear superior.
Like Robert Bork, Lanie Guinier, and
Clarence Thomas, we gave Fuhrman his fifteen minutes of fame to provide
ourselves with target practice. Unlike those figures, he was not judged on
alleged actions. An extensive review of his professional record, The L.A. Times has reported, revealed no
indication that he ever planted evidence or engaged in racist activities. The
contents of his notorious tapes were the basis of a fiction project; not even
his thoughts, rather, his imaginings. Mark Fuhrman was pilloried in the court
of public political correctness, not for anything he did, but for what he
imagined. Even the too lo-tech Puritans never pulled off such a coup in their
witch trials.
Having gone through hell, Fuhrman has
not gone crazy the way we want martial white males to go crazy. He is not Bruce
Dern in the veteran-goes-nuts movie Coming Home, not Michael Douglas in the
unemployed-white-defense-worker-goes-nuts movie Falling Down. Fuhrman
seemed to receive Larry King's and Oprah Winfrey's outrage and sermonettes in a
centered place, and not lose balance. He revealed awareness of his demon
status, yet he doesn't look damaged to the core. He expressed awareness of the
pain and wrong that resulted from his action, yet, at certain moments, his face
revealed what looked like an almost Buddhist resignation to the complexities of
life.
The main character of a story is
sometimes defined as the one who changes. Change may be beyond O.J. Simpson. Mark
Fuhrman has revealed the capacity to change, not just in public perception, but
in himself. He has learned and grown from his trauma, rather than let it
destroy him. The question now is whether or not we change. Yes, Jay Leno
apologized for his Richard Jewell jokes, but only after Jewell sued and cried. America
shouldn't wait for Fuhrman to cry before we change the virtual courtroom that
chewed him up. Any one of us could be next. Do we really want to be judged
simply on how media savvy we are, how well we can pose?
Danusha V. Goska is the author of God through Binoculars: A Hitchhiker at a Monastery
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As I mentioned a while back, I used to have two blogs, one devoted to Polish matters, another devoted to my essays on other matters.
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