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| From "Triumph of the Will," one of the scariest films ever made. |
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| "The Haunting" 1963. It's even scarier when you realize it's not really about ghosts. |
I love Halloween. I'll be wearing a
costume while teaching class on Monday, and I've encouraged my students to wear
costumes, as well.
I love movies.
I hate horror movies.
I try to watch them because
I study popular culture, and because films, to me, are a pathway to
understanding the human heart.
"The Haunting,"
1963, starring Julie Harris and Claire Bloom, is widely considered the scariest
movie ever made, including by Martin Scorcese. It's based on a novel by the
brilliant Shirley Jackson, who also gave us "The Lottery."
"The Haunting" is, on one level, a ghost story. It
is also a very profound exploration of The Dark Side in all its manifestations.
I walked out of "The Exorcist."
"Blair Witch Project" did not scare me, nor did
"Psycho." The alleged scariest scene in "The Shining"
seems, to me, to be a scene about how sissy girls are. I mean, come on, Shelley
Duval.
1944's "The Uninvited," starring Ray
Milland and Ruth Hussey, is a perfect film.
I find the
original "Manchurian Candidate" and the first Bela Lugosi
"Dracula" too scary to watch all the way through.
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| Bela Lugosi as Dracula. |
Back in 1999, I was a graduate student at
Indiana University. Evil had entered my life: I was attacked by an IU professor.
I was then asked to testify against that professor, and I did so, for the end
of my first semester at IU and the entirety of my second semester at IU.
Probably from the stress, my inner ear burst. I was very sick, and intermittently
paralyzed. I was poor, so I could not get health care. I struggled for SSDI,
and a truly evil man, a judge, denied my claim. I was penniless and without any
hope or friends or money or future. I was doomed.
At
the same time, I was writing a dissertation that addressed the Holocaust.
I was reading and writing about great evil.
I was confronting real evil in my day to day life.
A
friend asked what I think of horror films. The response I wrote to him back in
1999 is below.
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The other day
I was reading an article about the Kielce pogrom.
On
July 4, 1946, citizens of Kielce stoned, bayoneted, and shot to death more than
forty Jews living in their midst. I was reading a scholarly article about this
event, an article meant to be cool-headed, and yet many sentences in it read
like horror literature.
"They made rumor sound like
truth and fanned the crowd's emotions ... when the crowd had swelled to about
one hundred, people began gathering stones."
And
more than forty Jews, who had survived the Holocaust, were murdered. Why? Someone
spread the Blood Libel. Shirely Jackson's "The Lottery" comes to
mind. As does "The horror, the horror," from Heart of Darkness.
When I experience horror while reading stuff like this, I
think, why go to a horror movie? Why inject more of this feeling into my life?
I recently had a hearing in front of a judge.
The judge, in spite of my inches-thick file of medical
records, and inches-thick file of medical journal articles, and corroborating
testimony from a civil rights attorney and a nun, for heaven's sake, wrote, in
his decision, that I was "faking bad" (sic).
I've
been on the phone to lots of local lawyers who have appeared before this particular
judge. I've been told by folks who interact with this guy professionally that
he is an "evil" man who enjoys denying benefits, especially to women,
and, most especially, to articulate women – and that he has been suspended from
the bench for the unfairness of his decisions, and that he just recently
returned from this suspension, and asked, specifically, to be assigned to this
particular work – hearing SSDI cases, although it is notoriously low prestige
and low pay.
In my confrontations with this man, and
with the illness in general and with the experience of being poor and sick, I
feel fear and horror all the time.
I really dislike
feeling both fear and horror.
I much prefer the feelings
I get from even a bad romantic comedy, and, most preferably, from a great
romantic comedy like "It Happened One Night."
In
trying to understand why some like horror, I've thought – who is the most
likely audience for a really scary horror movie?
Certainly
other cultures have had works of art that produce fear and horror, but often
these couldn't best be compared to American horror movies. Usually, folk tales
or dramas that incorporate fear and horror also contain humor, uplift, long,
boring, exposition that emphasize the importance of tribal values. The
concentration of fear and horror in American horror films is a diagnostic
characteristic of the genre.
Who are the biggest
audiences of such movies?
American teenagers, no? Why
would this sheltered, protected audience choose to plunge into fear and horror?
Is it a hunger for emotions that don't occur in sheltered, protected lives?
I think the stock answers are that teens are losing control of
their bodies in ways that gross them out or intimidate them. Hair growths, wet
dreams, bleeding, voices changing, etc. The lack of control over the material
body, and the trajectory of one's life, is mirrored in the lack of control of
the victims on the screen. And, the scare factor breaks down barriers to sex. The
guy you are dating may seem most appealing when you can squeal and jump into
his arms during a scary scene. And you may be most feminine at that moment.
Roman Polanski is a Holocaust survivor. He made a couple of highly
praised, scary and horrible movies: "Knife in the Water" and "Rosemary's
Baby."
My illness and encounters with individuals
like this judge has hammered home to me at every turn, since I got sick,
anyway, what I suspect people feel, and choose to feel, while watching horror movies:
that the human body is not integral, that our convictions of our own autonomy
are delusions – no, I've never quite turned into Linda Blair as a possessed
kid, but, I can't, single handedly, hold back disease and keep my body from
changing in ways I don't like.
I am constantly reminded
that apparently innocent scenes and people can, without warning, erupt into
terror and threat.
There is a mindlessly destructive,
death-hungry, pain-hungry urge in the human make up, and that urge occasionally
has its way, while rationality and compassion are made impotent and thrust to
the sidelines.
If you're not a sheltered American
teenager, and you feel you have quite enough fear and horror in your life,
thank you, does a movie like "The Blair Witch Project" have something
to offer? The movie advertises itself by announcing that all the protagonists
are dead, or at least missing. There's no triumph of the human, the rational,
the compassionate, over fear and horror. Fear and horror win. Why is there an
attraction to that?
Or, is there a sense of triumph
because the viewer assumes he'll be alive when the movie is over? Could it
serve as does the Tibetan Book of the Dead, or even initiation rituals – this
is how bad it gets. Let go of your attachment to the goodies of life. After
you've completely let go, go back into life, acknowledging that all you love
and rely on is an illusion, or, maybe, a choice, a product of your moment to
moment choice making? And that very choice making makes you heroic and triumphant?
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| Roman Polanski's "Rosemary's Baby." She sees something horrible -- literal or metaphorical? |
What I'm trying to understand is this: after my encounters
with the judge from hell, after reading about the Kielce pogrom, I don't understand
why I would pay money to plunge into more horror.
And it
is exactly the encounter with that particular judge, perhaps one of the most
evil persons I will ever encounter in my mundane life, that has made this
something I think about a lot.
Do horror movies, as an
art form designating themselves as the art form that does the work of dealing
with horror, offer me any tools in my interaction with this judge that other
art forms, that do not address horror in such a head on fashion, do not offer
me?
Or is there no connection at all between the horror
on the screen and the horrors of real life?
I can say
that Shirley Jackson's "The Lottery" offers me tools to deal with the
Kielce Pogrom.
A friend said that she liked horror
movies because they desensitized her to the real horror in real life. I exactly
don't want to become desensitized.
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A choice scene from 1963's "The Haunting" may be viewed here.
Anyway, Happy Halloween!